The words inside my head

I have many words in my head that I want to get out in this blog, but the headaches have gotten worse. Last night it was so bad that I actually considered going to the ER (something I’ve never considered for a headache) but ultimately I knew that going to the ER in the middle of the night would probably be a bad idea. Two of my fellow headache suffering friends also agreed since the lights, noises and waiting would just make it worse. I medicated with two Tylenol PM and finally drifted off to sleep. I made an appointment with my doctor for tomorrow to see if she can help. The over the counter stuff just isn’t working anymore.

But this isn’t a headache blog. It’s a faith blog. I have faith that everything is going to be okay, and I will feel good again soon!

I’m one of those people who are always inside my own head. I have a feeling that most writers and bloggers are. Often when I haven’t blogged or journaled (or whatever you want to call it), the words just seem to jumble in my head, and I need to release them.

That was one thing that I liked about the TV Show, Scrubs, or even Doogie Howser back in the day. I enjoy the main character narrating the story because that’s sometimes how I see my life…like I’m the narrator to everything that happens everyday in my life. If I could just move those thoughts into written words automatically, I would find relief, of course only if I could edit them before others read them. I don’t think we truly want to know everything that someone else is thinking. TV Shows have also proven that with people who are mind readers.

Because TV Shows are always right…right? Actually, in this case I’m pretty sure they are. I don’t want people to be completely honest with me and share all of their thoughts.

Where was I even going with all of this? I really don’t remember. I’m just going to work on my other writing exercises now. Don’t mind me 🙂


3 thoughts on “The words inside my head

  1. Tonya, As a someone who use to suffer from migraines – I would recommend going to the doctor to get checked out. Also when you are having a migraine take your blood pressure to see if it is elevated. Mine was sky high when I had one and they gave me blood pressure meds in the ER along with a shot which helped ease the pain. Then I took Imitrex for awhile. Haven’t had one in years but I am on Blood Pressure Meds and that could be why. They say pain causes your BP to go up or High BP can cause pain. Either way it could be a cause. Also chocolate, pepperoni and other foods sometimes causes headaches. Jeanie

    • Thank you, Jeanie! I went to Occupational Health this afternoon to get my BP checked, but they had a 30-35 minute wait. I decided that waiting that long could possibly make my BP even higher. Since I’m going to the doctor tomorrow, I’ll have it checked then.

      I appreciate your suggestions. I have a list of things I have tried and looking for, so I will definitely add these to the list.

  2. Sorry to hear you are having so many headaches again…I guess trhat’s one of the things you got from me…well I’m sending you a kiss and hope you feel better…call me you see the doctor…love ya ❤

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